Oh Dear

My term is coming slowly to a close. I keep hoping it will end quickly and painlessly. I also really, really don't want it to end.
Yep, this is about a boy.
I guess I'm over the past, since my focus keeps fluttering over a gentleman who I'd like to call... Physics Guy.
Physics Guy drove me home once. Physics Guy makes me laugh a lot. Physics Guy is really tall and has a very nice smile. Physics guy is waaaay older than I am.
I'm pretty positive this won't go anywhere. Maybe he has a girlfriend. I know it would be sort of creepy to try and ask him to be friends, even. What would I do with him? Go to bars? Four more months until that's legal, three months after the term ends. Ask him over? I've got parents. I oughtn't even look for a solution. It's all pretty silly. Quite improbable. Plus I think he thinks I'm creepy.
At least it isn't a crush that's distracting me from school. If anything, I want to go to tutorial sessions more and more often, hoping for some downtime in which to hear one of his hilarious stories.
He definitely avoided sitting by me today. I felt a teeny bit hurt. He likely wasn't even thinking about me, which is okay, I'll probably be over it by the time diplomas come along.
It's nice to feel a little like a real teenager.
Young, stupid love.